It's just a memory....

Well, when i think about my pass.. I have lot of unforgetable memory... Some of them are sweet, while some of them are lik, ****... Well, it's just a memory tho'.  Let's forget about it...

Btw, I been coupling a few time, and having sex, of course, only 2-4 time i guess (of course with gay male).. Well, sometime i think i regret with what i have done. But i can change nothing, all i can do is just accept it and learn from it. yeah, I'm probably become very mature now... I know i can decide which is good or bad for me...

hellllll yeah, I'm going to a wrong path for being a gay, and before this i wish i can turn back. but know i realize, i'm born to be this way, So why should i change? Be my self, and who care about what the others think about me. As long as i dont practice wild sex and GAY didnt affect my study, i think it should be ok.

Well, being gay means u might use lot of your lifetime only for searching a partner... believe me... im telling u, never try so  hard to search, love will come naturally, hehehe... I still believe on that... Yes, u can find a GUY with a personality that are slightly the same with ur dream boy, but u'll never get the perfect one, plus if they are, they might be straight, which can cause a very big wound.. this is what im having now.. hahaha... So sad, why did all perfect hunk taht i meet is STRAIGHT??? I was like, HUH"??????????

TRUE LIFE AS A GAY ~~~

It's been a very long period since i didnt added or update my blog, well, i've been bz with my study now, so i dont have enough time to update this blog.

but all i want to share here is that being Gay is not a simple task... you have to going through millionns of obstacle.. People will judge you, they will critic about ours Sexual orientation, Saying harsh word to us, and might Left us alone.. But hey! For me, I just face it with all of my will. I just keep on being myself.. Hell yeah, They critic me, but times go, and they'll forget about it. never let ur pride fade, fight them, I mean not physically, but in a more educated way... U R born to be who u r, they are "nobody" to change u!

GAY IS NOT A CRIME, IT'S NORMAL, AND BE PROUD IF U ARE GAY....